I want to write you
a Love poem as headlong
as our creek
after thaw
when we stand
on its dangerous
banks and watch it carry
with it every twig
every dry leaf and branch
in its path
every scruple
when we see it
so swollen
with runoff
that even as we watch
we must grab
each other
and step back
we must grab each
other or
get our shoes
soaked we must
grab each other

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you know what sucks? Finding some that is so awesome in your eyes, so perfect in every way....and you cant have them the way you want....seems like everyone has been going through it....most of my friends anyway. but you know what i mean? they are that one person that 1,you're attracted to them, 2, they are pretty similar to you 3, you r pretty sure they like you too!

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you know what sucks? Finding some that is so awesome in your eyes, so perfect in every way....and you cant have them the way you want....seems like everyone has been going through it....most of my friends anyway. but you know what i mean? they are that one person that 1,you're attracted to them, 2, they are pretty similar to you 3, you r pretty sure they like you too!

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Have you ever felt alone, In a room full of friends?
Have ever wanted to know, that your life will end?

I'm not so sure, that I know the truth,
I'm so sore, with the thought of you,
I'm not alone, but I'm all by myself,
I'm not home, my heart on a shelf,

Have you ever stared alone, into a mirror?
Have you ever gotten blown, and wanted to disappear?

I'm not so sure, that I feel this too,
I'm so sore, from hiding the truth,
I'm not alone, but I'm all by... Read More

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Why dear god does it sound so sweet?
The thought of a barrel between my teeth,
The feel of cold steel within my mouth,
Could free the thoughts that are my doubt.
I think despair has become me,
Why is there a need deep inside?
A need for another so I may be free,
A nice warm person that I can confide.
A gun in my mouth is just as bad,
As a needle deep within my arm,
One is a quick death but not as sad,
As one that could be easily disarmed,
I let everything g... Read More

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